"I'm going away to Spain when i get my money saved...I'm gonna start tomorrow"

July 13th, 2009:

....what exactly has stolen my joy?

my love of things greater than me has evaporated like alcohol on a barroom floor.
i have become disaffected again while uncomfortably numb.

...now i am about to embark on a mandated month-long summer vacation with little, if any, fanfare.

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