Friday, July 17, 2009

"Tired and wired we ruin too easy...sleep in our clothes and wait for summer to leave..."

July 17th, 2009:

those grey morning clouds
come out to greet me
when i walk out of my apartment...

its almost like i want to start
again...

these circumstances seem to defeat
me when i got more than i bargained for.

kindness becomes hardened
more often than not
whenever words...our words... are wielded

i beg for your pardon
why do we do this to ourselves?
it's like i can stand on the edge of a knife
forever

and i just don`t like the taste of it...
no, i don`t like the taste of it.

the after-taste
of the choices we make
still haunt me sometimes.

but how can i measure?
when the following days
don`t seem so different from the next


its all tea and theatre

i suppose.


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"I'm getting tired, I'm forgetting why.."